| Gone fishin'... permanently. Find me here: http://theinvinciblestar.blogspot.com.
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| WHY AM I STILL UP?
I REALLY REALLY REALLY DISLIKE CAS. AND I REALLY REALLY x 1000 DISLIKE MY LACK OF SELF-CONTROL. I SUCK. I PROCRASTINATE WAY TOO MUCH. I HAVE THE ATTENTION SPAN OF A GOLDFISH.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT WE'RE YELLING ABOUT.
I can't wait until all of this work and stuff is over. I could really use some sleep. I've missed three days of sleep. Wtheck. 3 days? I don't know how I'm even moving right now. |
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| My brain is tired. I haven't slept properly since Sunday night. I took a brief nap this morning from 4 am - 7:15 am. All I had today was 2 cups of coffee, a chicken caesar salad for lunch and some sun chips for dinner. I don't even feel hungry or even tired for that matter. I'm not sure how I'm functioning right now, but I am. Weird.
Things are a-changing. It's been pretty different and weird lately. I don't know what to say. |
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| "To love is to risk rejection, to live is to risk dying, to hope is to
risk failure.. but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in
life is to risk nothing. To reach for another is to risk involvement,
to expose your feelings is to expose true self, to love is to risk not
to be loved in return... Loving people means giving them the freedom of who they choose to be and where they choose to be.
For all the heartaches and the tears, for gloomy days and fruitless
years, you should give thanks, for you know, that there were the things
that helped you grow. Loving someone means giving him/her the freedom to find his/her way, whether it leads towards you or away from you.
Love is a painful risk to take but the risk must be taken no matter how
scary or painful, for only then you'll experience the fullness of
humanity and that is love. Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with
desire and tear you apart. Only love can make you cry and only love
knows why."
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| "Instead, it should be that of your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit which is of great worth in God's sight. For this is the way the holy women of the past who put their hope in God used to make themselves beautiful." 1 Peter 3:4-5
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